Taking It All In
Being at Ringling College, I found myself lost at times. My mind would constantly race, and I never felt understood. The only way I think I could represent myself is through the art I created and the stories I tell. A lot of my art represents violence and how it affects us. It's a never-ending cycle that sometimes makes us feel hopeless. My mind is very violent, as feelings and thoughts are constantly clashing, making my own life feel like a never-ending battle. However, I felt like many people forget the calm after the storm, which my mind always concludes with, and so does my art. It's something people need to remember.
Unfortunately, I felt like I'd forgotten my important values, and my eyes were shrouded under a hat that made me forget all the beauty surrounding me. However, when I couldn't see any light under this hat, tears flowed like a river once the straw broke the camel's back. I took a moment, and the hat blew away in the wind. At that moment, I was reminded of how clear and beautiful everything was. I realized how much bigger the world was than me, and the amount of light here is astronomical. At that moment, I was reminded to stop being so violent within my head and let things flow, just like my tears.
For once, I wanted to make a body of work that's not traditional for my art but what it's like for me to take in everything.
This piece is how I want to exist: At Peace and Strong like a Statue.
The Birth of Persevere
Before I came up with my sophomore film, Persevere, I had a lot of imagery pop into my head. Through imagining the unique spectacles, I connected the dots of them in my brain to tell a short story. What you see is what I saw before coming up with the film’s narrative.